Blindfold me please

Build a wall with my bare hands
Let the rocks scratch my skin alive
Raw
To keep out your words

Break me
Don’t give me the choice of living
I might take it
And then where would our dreams fly
Where could we teach our laughter to run
And try

My throat gasps out
Through dried out lips
Motionless

The sounds
Moans
And pleadings
Of my sins
Enjoy themselves into a broken insanity

That calls itself here.
And now